My Mind and Spirit.
A window to an ordinary human
I'm in a garden, it has these beautiful roses. But fire keeps burning them. And I had to keep on bleeding to turn them red again.
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Sharia Law and the root cause of poverty in Islamic countries
As I have told you before, I was writing a research paper regarding why I think Sharia law in Bangladesh is a bad thing. It was recently published in the journal- https://works.hcommons.org/. Here is the main paper link-https://works.hcommons.org/records/ta3t7-njr27
The Present Situation in Bangladesh: A Story of Power and Abuse
Today I want to talk about the present situation happening in Bangladesh. This is an age-old story of power — the struggle for power — and a tell-tale sign of what happens when somebody has too much of it.
DDos
My website got DDoS after the last post. I ruffled some feathers, but that’s okay. I will be more cautious now. If you are reading the post, I have not done wrong, so please stop harassing me.
REWRITING ICARUS
Here is what they don’t tell you: Icarus laughed as he fell. Threw his head back and yelled into the winds, arms spread wide, teeth bared to the world. (There is a bitter triumph in crashing when you should be soaring.)
Muhammad and “to err is human”
Muhammad was just a human at the end of the day. I do not understand why we have to keep bringing him up when clearly he is just a man. Prophet or not, but just a man.
Jummah
I used to be very practising. But ever since I came abroad, something changed. I faced the reality of nature vs nurture. I did not take part i any Friday prayer, and my mum would call me and ask if I did. I feel terrible lying to her. But during this visit, I was forced to go to the mosque and during the Khutba, the imam told us how I’m going to spend a million years in hell.
Happy Birthday
Well technically one day late. But who the fuck cares. Almost, nobody. Am I man now? I was 18 once. Let me see what changed. I think a lot actually. My accent is almost gone now I reckon. I think I glowed up a wee bit. Oh yeah, definitely have more beards now. Dude wtf, I am writing this like I am a 15 year old girl. What’s wrong with me. In this decade probably I will start a family of my own. Honestly what happened with my last relationship I am not looking forward to that. Last day as my birthday wish, I wished something. I hope I find it.
On "Something"
I feel lonely, yes sometimes. Feel like something is missing. I’m almost 21 now. This is crazy. I am going to get old now. My life so far, has been something. I have been chasing this ‘something” for a while now.